Saturday, September 5, 2009

...8alassa...

einai i 8alassa auti p prwti eide to 8limmeno m vlemma, pire makria stin apernatosini tis ta dakrya m, galine4e sto akousma tou ixirou m geliou... einai i 8alassa auti p siwpila akouge ka8e m ske4i k me ton paflasmo twn kymatwn m dine to sima pws nai me akouse k einai ekei... i 8alassa prwta ekei ston vraxo katw ap to balmyra, epeita ekei sto galatex, ston enaerio k telos ston molo... 8alassa na nai k opou na nai... einai toso aperanti alla moiazei les k einai i moni p me gnwrize... les k me xaireta ka8e fora p me vlepei... les k m zita na tis anoi3w tin kardia m, gia na kry4ei auti stin aperantosini tis ta mystika p kryvw stin kardia m...

Pane treis meres p pira tin apofasi na tin episkeftw moni... vradaki, me to feggari odigo... na kanw ton ka8ierwmeno m peripato... me ena mp3 player sta autia, na zw ston diko m rock kosmo... k dipla i 8alassa!! sta8meuw sto limani, k arxizw na perpatw... kati exei alla3ei... kati dn einai gnwrimo... isws o perissoteros kosmos p gyrofernei... paidia na paizoun na trexoun na fwnazoun... i a8ootita sto megaleio tis... 3enoi edw k ekei na 4axnoun bas k vgaloun kna gomenaki mes tn apelpisia tis 3enitias... ilikiwmenoi na ka8ontai anazitontas sintrofia se sinomilikous tous p tigxanei na anazitisoun ligi drosia k parea ekei dipla stin 8alassa...

Fasaria polli... dn m aresei... vazw tin rock mousiki m sto full k xanomai ston diko m kosmo... agrieuei to vima, trexw pia... k me ton ri8mo tou swmatos trexei k to mialo... ta3ideuei se alles epoxes... ta3ideuei sta palia m megaleia... erxontai ta panta sto mialo m san skines apo tainia k feugoun.... erxontai k feugoun... vouizoun sta autia m logia p isws dn katalamvainw pia... k einai les k i 8alassa kryvei to kleidi k 3ekleidwnei osa i kardia pale4e na krypsei toso kairo... les k afinei o,ti exw viwsei na provli8ei... k na me anastatwsei... k akouw ton paflasmo twn kymatwn... k ka8ws plisiazw stin apofathra o 8orivos girw m gnt psi8iros gia mena k akouw mono ta kymata tis... akouw mono tin anasa tis 8alassas... k tin plisiazw... tn koitw me parapono k 8li4i... gt??? k auti enw xtypa ta kymata stous vraxous gia ligo pauei... les k m zita sigxwresi gt ta vgale ola stin epifaneia... les k m leei kati... p egw omws adinatw na dw...

k 3ekinw k pali tin idia diadromi me tin elpida na eimai ligo pio iremi... pio argo to vima auti ti fora... paratirw k ligo tous anthrwpous... ekei einai... wraio dn ton les... apla exei kati 8limmeno p me travaei... pernei ton skylo tou volta... pernaei apo dipla m me anti8eti fora... to vlemma t sinanta to diko m... les k anazitouse ena allo 8limmeno ifos gia na min niw8ei mona3ia... sinexizoume k oi dio to dromo mas... feugw... ma m xei meinei auto to vlemma san eikona sto mialo...

epomeni mera ekei... stin idia 8esi sta8meusis... i idia diadromi... oi idies ske4eis... k enw eixa 3exasei teleiws to vlemma...na to k pali brosta m... na sinanta to diko m gia liga deuterolepta perissotero... k einai toso gemato auto to vlemma... mystika p isws na ta 3erei k autounou monaxa i 8alassa... k to vlemma auti ti fora dn to 3exnw... menei ekei mexri tin epomeni... p 3anapaw... to anazitw... isws dn 8a r8ei omws auti ti fora... to anazitw... savvato einai... mallon dn 8a r8ei... k ekei p paw na figw... to niw8w... ena vlemma karfwmeno panw m... ta matia m zitoun na to sinantisoun... to 8limmeno proswpo einai ekei... k me koitaei... auti ti fora gia akomi perissotero... k afinei ena axno xamogelo na diagrafei stis akres twn xeiliwn t... mikro gia 2 deuterolepta monaxa alla as einai... to antapodidw k viazomai na figw... mi xalasw ti stigmi... mi me plisiasei k m ekmistireutei kna mistiko p monaxa i 8alassa gnwrizei... auto to pronomio monaxa auti to xei... k egw dn eimai to atomo auto p 8a tis to parei... feugw mi parei i 8alassa ligi ap ti 8li4i m... feugw k tin varainw me akm ena mistiko... k opws feugw tin akouw... sikwnei kyma k ktypoun me lyssa sta kymata... diafwnises mazi m e? isws na nai kali m k autes oi mikres mas diafwnies p kanoun tin sxesi mas 3exwristi!

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