epestre4a... alla dn niw8w to idio... dn 3erw... niw8w kati na me pnigei...
Dn 3erw an einai i arrwstia... apla dn exw ore3i na vgw... x8es dn vgika... dn eixa ore3i... dn i8ela na dw kna... simera pali piga gia ena kafe k zitisa na figw gt dn imoun kala... k to para3eno einai pws dn pira to autokinito na paw moni m opws kanw ka8e fora... zitisa na me paroun... enw ka8e fora to prwto prm p kanw einai na parw to autokinito k na kanw volta auti ti fora dn 8elw na odigisw... dn 8elw na paw kapou... dn 8elw na paw kan tepee p einai k i mousiki m...
Einai apla ta panta berdemena mesa m... dn 8elw na dw kna k apla niw8w pws pantou yparxoun atoma k me vlepoun... dn exw ore3i na vgw e3w k na gelasw... an k anapolw k perimena me tosi laxtara na r8w k na perasw 3ana osa perasame persi... toso apla k toso omorfa pragmata... apla dn exw dinami k ore3i...
Lipamai... gt ir8a me oneira ma kapou ta pire i vroxi k o anemos...
Wednesday, December 24, 2008
Monday, December 22, 2008
...Epistrofi meta ta tests....
Epistrefw meta apo kairo... meta apo kairo p katapina tis ske4eis m... p tis kratousa mesa k tis akouge monaxa o eautos m...
Epistrefw edw... meta apo mia peripeteia me tin ygeia m p akomi dn teleiwse...
Twra oti epa8a dn eimai sgr an to pa8a ap to agxos i apo kati allo... apo ti mia perimena pws to savvato 8a moun kala gt 8a feuge to agxos alla ap tin alli plisiazei triti k akomi dn niw8w ka8olou kala...
Se kapoia fasi, kata ti diarkeia twn tests m... apla anarwtioumoun gt agxwnomoun toso... an einai gia ton eauto m, gia tous ka8igites m, gia tous ypoloipous simfoitites m, gia tous ypoloipous edw p m 3eroun i gia tous filous k tous dikous m... Anarwtioumoun ti me fovizei toso stin apotyxia... K meta tin pempti omws anepneusa... gt imoun sgr pws eixa tin prwti m apotyxia se 8ema mathimatwn (gt gia ta alla 8emata mia sketi apotyxia eimai)... k dn eniw8a na ftaiw omws... k eniwsa pws 8a apogoiteua pollous... alla eixa ka8ari ti sinidisi m... k mallon vrika tin apantisi m...
Einai polla p dn exw grapsei gi autes tis meres... einai polla p dn exw pei... imoun se mia katastasi zwis - 8anatou... eniw8a nekri p apla perpatouse k evriske dinami na dilwsei parousa sta mathimata... Kapou konta stin tetarti eniwsa to mialo m na svinei... eniwsa ti zalada pio entona k ti lipo8imia na plisiazei... alla katafera k sta8ika sta podia m me mia dinami p dn 3erw apo pou tin antlisa...
K oli ti vdomada ais8anomoun asxima mono gia ena atomo... ena atomo p dn efige stigmi apo dipla mou... ena atomo p se ka8e lepto me skeftotan k itan ekei... to atomo p emeine 3ipnio olo to vradi apla gia na akouei to klama m k na me iremei... to mono atomo p 8a ekane auto gia mena... gt kanontas auto simaine pws emene pisw ap ts dikes tou douleies... alla kamia fora ta atoma p isws na deixneis pws dn einai konta s... i ta atoma p ston kosmo fainontai makria s... einai ta pio kontina s tlk...
Eimai poly para3enos anthrwpos ta pame... To 3analeme gt to akomi pio para3eno ekeines tis meres p dn etrwga k apla eklaiga k ponousa... dn me eftane i agwnia ekeinwn twn imerwn... eixa megaliteri agwnia gia to ti 8a apoginw sto telos tou xronou an auto olo einai ap to agxos... k to niwsa pws 8a xa8w tote... k to skeftomoun... k to 3anaskeftomoun k ginomoun xeirotera... k katariomouna ton eauto m p eimai anthrwpos p skeftetai to avrio k dn zei mono to twra...
Autes oi meres omws efigan... k twra prospa8w na vrw ton eauto mou... 8a paw pisw... na kanw e3etaseis na vrw an iparxei kati pa8ologiko na to ry8misw... an oxi... me tis diakopes elpizw na ginw kalitera...
Gt 3ereis oi diakopes stin kypro k eidika ta xristougenna einai arketa kales... einai liges meres k periorismenes k prp mesa se autes na deis siggeneis k filous... Alla dn boreis na fantasteis ti kalo 8a m kanei na parw mia agkalia ap tin kolliti mou... na vgw k na kanw trelles me ton kollito m... na perasw a3exastes nixtes se clubs k cafes me tis files m ap to sxoleio, na dw ts filous m ap to fisiko a8inwn p ts vlepw spania ( k genika ta atoma ap tin a8ina) ... Akomi k ti stigmi p 8a gemisoun ta matia tis mamas m molis me dei tin perimenw... k perimenw k mia paidiki a8wa agkalia alla egkardia ap to vaftistiri m... gt me perimenei... k twra pia 5 etwn 8imatai tin nona tou... niw8ei tin agapi tis k tin pe8ima... k leei stin mama m "8a r8ei i nona m ap tin agglia se liges meres 8a r8ei k 8a dei to dentro mas k 8a dei k to diko sas! Dn ir8e i nona m stin giorti tou sxoleio mou... alla eprepe na paei sti giorti tou sxoleiou tis stin agglia"... P na 3eres mikre m aggele ti glentia kaname edw :) Alla auti i a8wotita t... k autou k tou aderfou tou k twn ypoloipwn 3 paidiwn p perimenw pws k pws na dw 8a m xarisoun kati p xasa tis teleutaies vdomades... kati p anazitw na parw pisw... to xamogelo mou...
Epistrefw edw... meta apo mia peripeteia me tin ygeia m p akomi dn teleiwse...
Twra oti epa8a dn eimai sgr an to pa8a ap to agxos i apo kati allo... apo ti mia perimena pws to savvato 8a moun kala gt 8a feuge to agxos alla ap tin alli plisiazei triti k akomi dn niw8w ka8olou kala...
Se kapoia fasi, kata ti diarkeia twn tests m... apla anarwtioumoun gt agxwnomoun toso... an einai gia ton eauto m, gia tous ka8igites m, gia tous ypoloipous simfoitites m, gia tous ypoloipous edw p m 3eroun i gia tous filous k tous dikous m... Anarwtioumoun ti me fovizei toso stin apotyxia... K meta tin pempti omws anepneusa... gt imoun sgr pws eixa tin prwti m apotyxia se 8ema mathimatwn (gt gia ta alla 8emata mia sketi apotyxia eimai)... k dn eniw8a na ftaiw omws... k eniwsa pws 8a apogoiteua pollous... alla eixa ka8ari ti sinidisi m... k mallon vrika tin apantisi m...
Einai polla p dn exw grapsei gi autes tis meres... einai polla p dn exw pei... imoun se mia katastasi zwis - 8anatou... eniw8a nekri p apla perpatouse k evriske dinami na dilwsei parousa sta mathimata... Kapou konta stin tetarti eniwsa to mialo m na svinei... eniwsa ti zalada pio entona k ti lipo8imia na plisiazei... alla katafera k sta8ika sta podia m me mia dinami p dn 3erw apo pou tin antlisa...
K oli ti vdomada ais8anomoun asxima mono gia ena atomo... ena atomo p dn efige stigmi apo dipla mou... ena atomo p se ka8e lepto me skeftotan k itan ekei... to atomo p emeine 3ipnio olo to vradi apla gia na akouei to klama m k na me iremei... to mono atomo p 8a ekane auto gia mena... gt kanontas auto simaine pws emene pisw ap ts dikes tou douleies... alla kamia fora ta atoma p isws na deixneis pws dn einai konta s... i ta atoma p ston kosmo fainontai makria s... einai ta pio kontina s tlk...
Eimai poly para3enos anthrwpos ta pame... To 3analeme gt to akomi pio para3eno ekeines tis meres p dn etrwga k apla eklaiga k ponousa... dn me eftane i agwnia ekeinwn twn imerwn... eixa megaliteri agwnia gia to ti 8a apoginw sto telos tou xronou an auto olo einai ap to agxos... k to niwsa pws 8a xa8w tote... k to skeftomoun... k to 3anaskeftomoun k ginomoun xeirotera... k katariomouna ton eauto m p eimai anthrwpos p skeftetai to avrio k dn zei mono to twra...
Autes oi meres omws efigan... k twra prospa8w na vrw ton eauto mou... 8a paw pisw... na kanw e3etaseis na vrw an iparxei kati pa8ologiko na to ry8misw... an oxi... me tis diakopes elpizw na ginw kalitera...
Gt 3ereis oi diakopes stin kypro k eidika ta xristougenna einai arketa kales... einai liges meres k periorismenes k prp mesa se autes na deis siggeneis k filous... Alla dn boreis na fantasteis ti kalo 8a m kanei na parw mia agkalia ap tin kolliti mou... na vgw k na kanw trelles me ton kollito m... na perasw a3exastes nixtes se clubs k cafes me tis files m ap to sxoleio, na dw ts filous m ap to fisiko a8inwn p ts vlepw spania ( k genika ta atoma ap tin a8ina) ... Akomi k ti stigmi p 8a gemisoun ta matia tis mamas m molis me dei tin perimenw... k perimenw k mia paidiki a8wa agkalia alla egkardia ap to vaftistiri m... gt me perimenei... k twra pia 5 etwn 8imatai tin nona tou... niw8ei tin agapi tis k tin pe8ima... k leei stin mama m "8a r8ei i nona m ap tin agglia se liges meres 8a r8ei k 8a dei to dentro mas k 8a dei k to diko sas! Dn ir8e i nona m stin giorti tou sxoleio mou... alla eprepe na paei sti giorti tou sxoleiou tis stin agglia"... P na 3eres mikre m aggele ti glentia kaname edw :) Alla auti i a8wotita t... k autou k tou aderfou tou k twn ypoloipwn 3 paidiwn p perimenw pws k pws na dw 8a m xarisoun kati p xasa tis teleutaies vdomades... kati p anazitw na parw pisw... to xamogelo mou...
Wednesday, December 10, 2008
"I hate the way you only call
When you've had too much to drink
I hate the hard questions you ask
That constantly make me think
I hate that you punish me
For all the things I do
I hate it that no matter what I say
It won't be good enough for you.
I hate the way you ignore me
And pretend you're having fun
I hate the words you tell me
That make my heart go numb
I hate the way your girlfriend stares
Like she's laughing in my face
I hate the way you leave with her
You're gone without a trace
I hate it that you are like me
You keep me hanging on
I hate the cd you made me.
It's us in every song.
I hate your clean face, your voice and the fact you are so tall
But most of all I hate that I don't hate you
Not even close, Not even a little bit, Not even at all"
When you've had too much to drink
I hate the hard questions you ask
That constantly make me think
I hate that you punish me
For all the things I do
I hate it that no matter what I say
It won't be good enough for you.
I hate the way you ignore me
And pretend you're having fun
I hate the words you tell me
That make my heart go numb
I hate the way your girlfriend stares
Like she's laughing in my face
I hate the way you leave with her
You're gone without a trace
I hate it that you are like me
You keep me hanging on
I hate the cd you made me.
It's us in every song.
I hate your clean face, your voice and the fact you are so tall
But most of all I hate that I don't hate you
Not even close, Not even a little bit, Not even at all"
Friday, December 5, 2008
Einai 3 to prwi... se 5 wres prp na eimai 3ipnia na etoimazomai gia alli mia mera sto panepistimio... vsk gia tin teleutaia gemati mera sto panepistimio gia to 2008...
Ki omws dn lew na paw na koimi8w... apla niw8w ena fovo... pws an 3aplwsw dn 8a 3anasikwstw 3ana... i apla dn 8a katavalw prospa8eia na sikwstw...
Genika akougetai pws oi arrwstoi p katafernoun k 3epernoun varies as8eneies k zoun mia fisiologiki zwi gemati zwntania sta ypoloipa tous xronia einai autoi p apla to 8elisan poli... k akoma k se komma na vriskontan polemousan gia na r8oun pisw sti zwi... gt apla AGAPOUSAN ti zwi...
Kamia fora exw ton fovo(i k elpida vathia mesa m) pws egw logw tou oti dn exw auto to pa8os oute tin agapi gia ti zwi... an pa8w kati 8a pe8anw... etsi apla.. xwris pali, xwris prospa8eia... Twra auto kalo i kako?
Kamia fora auto to elpizw... to parakalw... alla allote - opws k simera allote- einai kati p to fovamai... einai kati p to tremw... k isws einai gt niw8w tin apeili mias arrwstias... isws einai gt niw8w pws 8a diapistw8ei i as8eneia...
Ap tin alli omws... dn 8elw na paw ston giatro... fovamai mi m pei diafora... k farmakeutikes agwges... k 8erapeies... k dn exw xrono gia tetoia... apla 8elw to kefali m isixo...
Vevaia 8a m peis poso isixo borei na einai to kefali s an psinesai oli mera ston pyreto? Sini8eia einai auto... to sini8isame k auto... sini8isame k tosous allous ponous... autos 8a mas peira3ei??? 8a sini8isoume k ton neo pono... 8a sini8isoume k ta nea symptwmata... k apla 8a epizisoume...
Gt apla erxetai i diskoli periodos... (idi ti dianioume dld) k prp na exw oli ti dinami m edw... k pou8ena allou...
Ki as tin arrwstia na perimenei... ki an to dei auto enas ap tous kollitous m 8a me vrizei gt epimenei pws PANW AP OLA I YGEIA!... allaa.... 15 -20 meres einai... xalia - kala... 8a perasoun... k 8a koita3oume k tin ygeia mas... 8a koita3oume k tous eautous mas... 8a xamogelasoume 3ana me tin elpida pws ola 8a anikoun sto parel8on...
Ki omws dn lew na paw na koimi8w... apla niw8w ena fovo... pws an 3aplwsw dn 8a 3anasikwstw 3ana... i apla dn 8a katavalw prospa8eia na sikwstw...
Genika akougetai pws oi arrwstoi p katafernoun k 3epernoun varies as8eneies k zoun mia fisiologiki zwi gemati zwntania sta ypoloipa tous xronia einai autoi p apla to 8elisan poli... k akoma k se komma na vriskontan polemousan gia na r8oun pisw sti zwi... gt apla AGAPOUSAN ti zwi...
Kamia fora exw ton fovo(i k elpida vathia mesa m) pws egw logw tou oti dn exw auto to pa8os oute tin agapi gia ti zwi... an pa8w kati 8a pe8anw... etsi apla.. xwris pali, xwris prospa8eia... Twra auto kalo i kako?
Kamia fora auto to elpizw... to parakalw... alla allote - opws k simera allote- einai kati p to fovamai... einai kati p to tremw... k isws einai gt niw8w tin apeili mias arrwstias... isws einai gt niw8w pws 8a diapistw8ei i as8eneia...
Ap tin alli omws... dn 8elw na paw ston giatro... fovamai mi m pei diafora... k farmakeutikes agwges... k 8erapeies... k dn exw xrono gia tetoia... apla 8elw to kefali m isixo...
Vevaia 8a m peis poso isixo borei na einai to kefali s an psinesai oli mera ston pyreto? Sini8eia einai auto... to sini8isame k auto... sini8isame k tosous allous ponous... autos 8a mas peira3ei??? 8a sini8isoume k ton neo pono... 8a sini8isoume k ta nea symptwmata... k apla 8a epizisoume...
Gt apla erxetai i diskoli periodos... (idi ti dianioume dld) k prp na exw oli ti dinami m edw... k pou8ena allou...
Ki as tin arrwstia na perimenei... ki an to dei auto enas ap tous kollitous m 8a me vrizei gt epimenei pws PANW AP OLA I YGEIA!... allaa.... 15 -20 meres einai... xalia - kala... 8a perasoun... k 8a koita3oume k tin ygeia mas... 8a koita3oume k tous eautous mas... 8a xamogelasoume 3ana me tin elpida pws ola 8a anikoun sto parel8on...
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