Sunday, January 25, 2009

...oneiro itane...

Einai stigmes p pianw ton eauto mou na zei se enan alogisto romantismo... Na 3egelietai k na paraplaneite apo logia k pra3eis merikwn k na petaei sta sinnefa xwris na skeftetai pws to sinnefo sintoma 8a xa8ei k i ptwsi 8a nai apotomi...

Ekeines tis stigmes prospa8w na dwsw ena xastouki ston eauto m k na epanel8w stin pragmatikotita...

Anoigw to firefox k paw kateu8eian sto mail p m steile enas filos kapote... k to diavazw...
8imamai pws otan to diavasa gia prwti fora eklaiga aparigorita...{itan k i periodos tetoia p dn sikwna polla polla}... dn tou apantisa vevaia pote... gt isws dn eixa to kouragio, isws gt dn i3era ti na tou pw...

K estw k an i3era ola osa m grafe, o tropos p ta grafe, les k ton eixa ekei brosta m k m ta lege,
o tonos p kratouse k to le3ilogio p xrisimopoiouse itan apla kati perissotero apo arketa gia na ta tonisei k na me peisei pws auti einai i pragmatikotita: Zoume s'enan kosmo gemato provlimata, enan kosmo p nosei psixi te k swmati. As min anazitoume meta3wtes kordeles k megaleia... oute na prospa8oume na kanoume ti zwi mas mia kinimatografiki tainia me happy ending

Simera diavazontas 3ana to mail... 3efeugw ap ton romantismo mou... 3efeugw ap to parami8i k epanerxomai edw... ston planiti gi... me girw m tous anthrwpous me ton ka8ena na kouvala ta dika tou provlimata...

Vevaia akoma anazitw to noima m se auton ton kosmo... kati p dn katafere na m apantisei to mail... alla tlx dn zw se ena parami8i...

Koitaw ston ka8refti k me vriskw adinami... Lene pws ka8e diskolia se kanei pio dinato... egw pali diapistwnw pws ginomai olo k pio adinami stis diskolies p antimetwpizw... k apla ka8e diskolia vazei k ena sidero gia na oloklirw8ei telika auto p leme kagkelo tis filakis ap to opoio dn 8a borw na 3efigw...

Exontas er8ei pisw edw eipa 8a to palepsw... k prospa8isa na peisw ton eauto mou na palepsoume mazi...alla distixws me nikaei autos k gw apla menw mia marionetta anikani p koroideuei... O eautos m filakistike edw k kairo k dn me afinei na tn voithisw na apofylakistei... Anti8eta me travaei na bw k gw mazi tou... k na meinoume mazi mexri telous filakismenoi sta idia mas ta pa8i alla sigxronws filakismenoi k sta oneira mas...

Tlx omws akoma exw kati diko mou p dn katafere na m to klepsei entelws... ena oneiro... To oneiro na ginw fisikos... Alla k pali... to erwtima p ti8etai einai an to oneiro einai toso dinato p 8a kataferei na antista8ei ston eauto m k na vgei nikitis...

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